11 May 2011, by Ted
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When he was a rookie, Jeff Bagwell’s batting stance was not yet the iconic low crouch that he adopted so successfully later on, with its guy-wire tension. The younger Bagwell started higher, a bit more relaxed, and bent his knees deeply as he swung, lowering himself as though he’d taken a great weight on his shoulders at just that moment, then driving his hands into the pitch. (For low-quality footage of such, see this YouTube video.) With that late dip, Bagwell revealed a glimpse of the later stance. The Rookie of the Year had a tendency before it was an eccentricity.
Even early on, he was far from an Adam LaRoche-type, standing stock straight up at the plate. The Houston Chronicle noted in an article from 1992 that Bagwell hit from “a pronounced crouch.” By the time he became one of baseball’s best hitters, “pronounced crouch” would sound like an understatement.
Bagwell started his career out as hot as a pistol. In 1991, his rookie season, he was the fulcrum of the Houston Astros young lineup. He played more games than anyone on the team, and led the next best hitter in OPS by around 75 points. He won the 1991 NL Rookie of the Year Award going away, with 98 percent of first place votes.
In 1992, Bagwell slumped early in the season. The weight of the lineup he anchored began to drag him down. He had never struggled to hit at any level before 1992, and out of nowhere he found himself with a .217 average through 40 games. His batting eye slumped and his walk rate dropped.
Bagwell talked to the papers about the slump, asking questions in public. “I mean, here I am, hitting third,” he told the Chronicle. “I was Rookie of the Year last year. I belong here. But there's times when there's a two-on, one-out situation and I'm giving the pitcher too much credit. It should be that they're worried about having to face Jeff Bagwell. I should have the advantage in that situation.
“It's been awful. There were times in this slump that I'd go home and I'd be shaking, just wondering what the hell's going on. The one thing I've always been able to do is hit. People would say, ‘Well, he might not be able to play defense, but he can hit.'”
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Bagwell’s troubles, and his youthful lost ramblings, reminded me of another legendary slugger who was forced to redefine himself after failing to meet expectations early on: Sadaharu Oh, the great Japanese first baseman.
Oh was a high school prodigy as a pitcher and a hitter. He was a natural, gifted and confident, and he enjoyed the attention he received as a baseball star. When he arrived at the major leagues with the vaunted Yomiuri Giants, Oh faced high expectations. When he didn’t meet them quickly, he floundered. The press questioned a coaching staff that was unable to focus the talents of the young man, and Oh reached for superficial corrections.
In his first year, while struggling mightily, Oh even attempted to crouch deeply at the plate, in imitation of Stan Musial who’d just visited Japan with the Cardinals. “I could not do it,” Oh wrote. “Instead of freeing me, crouching only seemed to make it hard for me to get my bat around.” The press interpreted the change in stances as confusion.
Oh wrote of his inner monologue as he flailed at pitches in a tone that is strikingly similar to Bagwell’s slump-time interview: “What is there that’s left? All that training, including Aikido. People are supposed to be rewarded for their efforts...Didn’t the saying go like that? Lies! All lies! Look at me. Hopeless. Stupid. Clumsy.”
Three years would pass as Oh searched for some solution. He strained to connect the promise of his physical ability to the potential of his tattered mental state. In the early 1960s, on Japanese baseball’s biggest stage, he asked himself the same questions in Tokyo that Jeff Bagwell did in his second year in Houston.
It was around that time that Oh met the new Giants batting coach, Mr. Hiroshi Arakawa, a student of Zen and a vibrant baseball mind willing to sniff down any trail that offered a scent. Arakawa compared hitting to Japanese practice of the Noh theatre, he encouraged a study of Zen philosophy and freeing oneself of desire, and, in the case of Oh, he prescribed the study of the martial art Aikido, which stressed harmony and unity.
Oh’s procession through these studies is a compelling read, and I encourage you to do so in the autobiography from which I've garnered Oh's thoughts on his career, A Zen Way of Baseball. For this current purpose, let me summarize by saying that the training was difficult, that Arakawa’s instruction was often contradictory, capricious, and dense, and that Oh continued to struggle. Oh’s boat scraped bottom after he left Arakawa’s house one rainy night, wandering the streets alone, ignored by taxi cabs, destitute, lost.
The next day, however, a bright sun rose. The baseball field was soaked, so there was no time for batting practice. Arakawa, ever vigilant of a fearsome hitch in Oh’s swing, ordered him, as a last resort, to try a technique they’d toyed with years earlier. The coach forced the hitter to stand on one leg. Nothing if not obedient, Oh, without having practiced the technique for even a pitch, raised a foot in his first at bat, as the pitcher wound up and threw. He hit a single. The next time up, when he raised a leg amidst the jeers of the away crowd who were catching on to the odd practice of the fading young first baseman, he hit a home run.
Fierce training followed, to advance the flamingo style, and Oh retired with a world record 868 home runs to his name.
The flamingo gambit was a matter of “one or eight,” which in Japanese culture equated to “all or nothing.” By ordering Oh to add an element to his swing that was beyond his comprehension, Arakawa had absolved Oh of responsibility for his technique. "Stand on one leg" replaced "don't hitch." Oh’s career was in the balance, he was desperate, and he finally gave in to a force greater than the words in his own head.
“I had no choice to get up on one foot,” Oh wrote.
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“Right now, it's a mental thing more than anything,” Jeff Bagwell said of his troubling sophomore slump. “It's getting to the point where I think about it so much that I just can't see any hits when I get to the plate, and that's crazy.” In his vernacular, Bagwell at his best could actually see the hits that he was about to produce. Now that is clarity. A slump, though, moved in like a fog, dulling his ability to see the future, and to visualize success. His brain churned out a new product: doubt. He questioned his own sense of himself. He wondered, like a young Sadaharu Oh, how to reconcile his body with his mind, struggling, as many young people do, to put to language his toil.
In the local press, Bagwell’s hitting coach, Rudy Jaramillo, who has since become a very well respected hitting instructor, suggested that he rise up in his batting stance. According to the Chronicle: “Hitting coach Rudy Jaramillo has been working with Bagwell, trying to correct some minor flaws he has seen in Bagwell's stance. Though Bagwell hits from a pronounced crouch, he rises up to meet pitches. No problem with that, Jaramillo says -- but Bagwell may need to start out a little higher to give himself more coverage of the plate.”
Jaramillo’s advice that Bagwell rise up was as logical as Arakawa’s advice that Sadaharu Oh raise a leg was illogical.
I don’t know what Jeff Bagwell did after the 40th game of the 1992 season, whether he took Jaramillo’s advice or if he rejected it. I’d like to think, and this is a guess, that he didn’t rise up. I’d like to think that, following some inner compass that is impossible to explain to outsiders, he acted against his teacher's instruction, and lowered himself down. I’d like to think that, when faced with a logical solution to a problem, he chose instead to pursue the mysteries of the extreme. Some photo evidence (see left) suggests that the position of his feet in his 1992 stance inched farther from one another, each augmentation of the wider crouch palpably ratcheting up the tension contained therein like the tick of a monk’s tools as he places the next grain of sand in the mandala.
One or eight; all or nothing, When faced with failure, Sadaharu Oh chose the batting stance that embraced nothing. Bagwell’s stance incorporated all, every muscle fiber, every available point of tension. Perhaps on some subconscious level, Bagwell, realizing that there was no use in struggling against the pressure of external forces, projected that struggle inward, allowing the forces that would otherwise sink us to press against each other until they achieved a kind of balance.
Bagwell’s path to success was the inverse of Sadaharu Oh’s. Oh first eliminated a cocky hitch in his swing; Bagwell’s hitting improved as the monstrous hitch in his swing got hairier. While Oh eliminated tension from his swing and leveled it out, Bagwell wrenched himself up and swung with a fierce uppercut.
“Winning over yourself rather than the opponent,” said Oh’s teacher, Mr. Arakawa.
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In 1993, speaking in late May after posting a 1.143 OPS for the month, a year removed from his sophomore slump (which was barely a slump by most mortal standards), Bagwell said, "I've told myself that if I stick with what got me to the big leagues, I'll be OK. No more watching the late game on ESPN and coming back with a different stance every night. Jay Buhner one night. Tony Gwynn the next. No more of that. Hitting is something you can't figure.”
11 May 2011, by Ted
Joe Posnanski is a Senior Writer at Sports Illustrated, a longtime columnist for the Kansas City Star, author of three books, and winner of numerous accolades (which you can learn more about here). Posnanski blogs at Joe Blogs, and he's on Twitter, @JPosnanski.
One thing I think about sometimes is how it must feel to be really good at something you don't enjoy doing at all. Take Josh Groban. I obviously don't know Josh Groban but I suspect there's at least a chance that he does not love the kind of music he records. I suspect this because he's not 55 years old. Anyway, maybe he does like his music, maybe he doesn't, but either way he will make many, many, many millions recording these kinds of songs.
Best I could tell, Jeff King did not like playing baseball. I can never remember seeing a player who seemed so miserable on a baseball diamond. King was a near-legendary player at Arkansas, where he twice tied the school record for home runs, and he was the first pick of the 1986 draft. He had a pretty good career in the big leagues. His numbers would have looked better in a lower-scoring era, but even in his era he did hit 24-plus homers three times, he drove in 110 RBIs in back-to-back years, and he was a very good defensive first baseman, as converted third baseman often are. He was nimble enough to have played 11 games at shortstop early in his career.
But I'm not kidding about how much he disliked the game. His manager in Kansas City, Tony Muser, used to tell a story about how he heard King moaning one day about the National Anthem. Muser, a former Marine, was shocked but King explained: "Every time they play this song, I have a bad day." King hit 30 home runs and 36 doubles in 1996, his best year, and followed with 28 homers, 30 doubles and 89 walks in Kansas City in 1987, but he generally looked like he would rather be anyplace else on earth.
On May 21, 1999 Jeff King suddenly and shockingly retired. He seemed healthy, and he seemed to be having a reasonably successful year -- he was on a little six-game hitting streak at the time. It didn't make a lot of sense ... unless you realized how much he despised playing professional baseball. He couldn't wait to get out. Later someone told me that he had, only the day before he retired, secured enough service time to guarantee his MLB pension. With that, he went off to a ranch in Wyoming or some such place.
One postscript: King's replacement at first base was a pretty good player named Mike Sweeney who would go on to have several spectacular years for the Royals and make five All-Star teams. He is also one of the great guys ever so he used to check in on King. Once, for fun, he called King and said: "Hi Jeff, this is Joe Posnanski from the Kansas City Star I just wanted to ask you a few baseball questions ..."
And Jeff King hung up on him.
I'm not even sure Kevin Maas ever existed. He was like a columnist's wet dream, a big, square-jawed kid who looked like Superman, swooped into the Bronx during some dismal days for the home team, and offered the kind of strike-it-rich promise that we all dream about. Especially when your team is losing. He was straight out of "The Natural"--the Reagan-Era movie, not the magic realism novel. And of course he was too good to be true. It all happened so fast I'm not sure it happened at all.